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about
This song is about intimacy & acceptance. The lyric is "wish I didn't love you, but I do".
To love someone, to become intertwined with another, is terrifying. You are responsible to them, and they, to you. But that’s what it’s all about: to be something more than yourself. So be here, be brave, & love them anyway.
oh and I don't like putting apostrophes in my titles so I just dropped the "didn't" and put a x for each of the syllables -- also so spotify thinks i'm related to Jamie
lyrics
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
But I do
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you but I do
Love you but I do
Yeah love you but I do
But I do
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't, wish I didn't
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't love you but I do
I wish I didn't love you
credits
released September 15, 2022
writing & production: Mallive
mastering: Multitool Studio
Expansive four-track EP from the electronic-leaning solo project of Lee Malcolm, a founding member of experimental band Vessels. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 4, 2024